you piece of shit. lol

got a new journal.

<3

I figured out just now that we dont get out of school for christmas break til that wednesday. FUCK THAT! too bad I skipped 1st period so many times because now I gotta go, or i fail it. sucks ( Read more... )

Increase time and it will all fall into place. I don't care about surroundings. I don't care about wicked words. I don't care about surroundings. I don't care about desire. I don't care because it is a waste of my time. Don't sell out. It all comes to these words a batte field inside my mind ( Read more... )

party!.. oh wait everyone's at school lol. um i didnt feel good so i just walked out, i just know jeremy has no clue that i'm gone and he's gonna be wondering where i'm at! today was funny, in spanish we had a sub, and she was CRAZY! haha we watched home alone and she goes up to this girl who was drawing something and was like "is THIS WHAT YOU ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS SO GREAT Everything about it just lifted my spirits like 10 times. hah that sounded gay who cares. Anyways... I think I've found that place for now that's going to keep me satisfied for a while. I noticed that the times when I'm upset about something is when I purposely sit myself down and think. And then I tell myself I'm upset and bam i ( Read more... )

I feel depression comming on again. what happened to me someone please tell me. what happened to how I was say a year ago, I didnt know what depressed WAS.

I just want someone who I can go to, and I know yet again that there's no one there. You said you'd always be there, and to not be afraid to come to you, but wait, are we even friends? I can't ( Read more... )

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soo today was GREAT I dunno I'm just in a great mood. last night sucked though as you can probably tell. but.. like usual.. my brain was doing all the talking, but I dont care, i just feel like a loser, and feel like i probably lost a friend. but that's life eh? but ummm i really dont want to talk about it ( Read more... )

you know.. it seems to be a trend to be depressed..

(not saying i'm depressed b/c i'm actually not at all) - i was just noticing.

Personality means nothing anymore.