So.. my feet hurt. Standing for 8 hrs sux so hardcore. AND I was up at the ass crack of dawn. But I am getting more moolah. I feel so bad for my baby.. he had to work for OE’s project grad and was there cleaning after them till 6am. Damn Johnson County spoiled brats. And when he got home I awoke after 4 ½ hrs of sleep. And couldn’t ( Read more... )

Deftones’s music is such tension reliever. So sexy, so beautiful.

Today has been, well drowsy. Yes, drowsy is a good word. Last night I worked Xtreame and Lauren stayed the night. Even Nate and Dani came out to chill and we had a new gang at Denny’s. I liked it. So we were all up till dawn. And I slept for about 5 hrs before I took ( Read more... )

My toothpaste ran out yesterday.. but its okay.. I have a back up. I always have backups.

Yes, the MSI concert was heaven. I got all dolled up so I didn’t get to be rough wif all the kiddies but boy did I get stares. Haha. Next time I will be a riot girl. I promise.

I got claustrophobic when they first came on due to people spazzing out ( Read more... )

I have an interview.. tomorrow at 11am. Wow.. that is freaking early!

I have another addiction.. Dr. Mario.. think of all the ironic coincidences. Hehe.

Anyways.. I don’t think I am going to college THIS fall.. I may wait till spring, to make money and look more into it, get my car and set up my FASFA. I’ll go to college, I’m sure of ( Read more... )

            I went up to Conoco  last nite after taking Adam to work and was there for about 2 ½ hrs. haha. My Nyx was working there and we just talked and made fum of a few customers.. it was fun. I missed her.

She’s even coming to my party! And I may get a job where she works.. I applied over the phone last night. Hell, it would be ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Gawd... he seems too perfect to be reality.

i dont know what to do. he has such patience and i admire that, i wish i was capable of such.

So adorable. So loving. So attentive, yet not always graceful, but that is why i call him my Great Dane puppy.

Sexy, and charming, not to mention strong.. the type that will fight till the end AND sweep ( Read more... )

            I am too naked. I show all of my heart and soul and anything on my mind. But as I can see no one cares. No one will be that free and open with me. I say all I feel on this damned thing and I still feel as alone as the day I wrote my first entry.

I have tried with all my effort to not become cold, empty, a shell. Though that is ( Read more... )

Working EXTREME in less than  an hour…

Getting a taste for another Trance Party.. may have one in a month or less…

Chi Tea is sooo good tonight.

My head hurts from pigtails, I decided to be cute today at work.

And I smell like cotton candy.

I have the urge to travel.. but I also miss my friends.. they need to live closer. I ( Read more... )

*Sigh*

That rain was beautiful.. even if it made Adam slip and fall on his lil bum.

We rented a movie and are addicted to THE URBS (a sims game) once again. I got 16 roses last night.. each one expressing his love. I know he worries about me like I do about him.. but it’s a safe, “cuz I love you” worry, the protective but not ( Read more... )

I think within the next few weeks this journal will be shut down.. but alas you can add my  new one i will start soon at

http://www.livejournal.com/~xdyingbeautyx/

So add that, and as soon as i am ready this account shall be deleted. *muah*

Add me and i will add you back!

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