i can't take this. he's gone this time. i don't know what to do. it's so hard to hear him say he likes other girls. it's so hard to see hearts given to someone else he likes. why can't we make this work now. it's so hard to talk to him knowing that we're not how we used to be. it's so hard to talk about hanging out. and what happens when we finally ( Read more... )

i can't deal with this again. my heart can't take it anymore. why do you keep hurting me? why can't you just see what you have in front of you and take it. "i told you i didn't want anything serious".. too late hun it was made serious in november and you should've known what was going to happen. go ahead and kiss girls, i don't care. but when it's ( Read more... )

pretty good weekend ( Read more... )

he feels like i dont care. which is true, i have been acting like i haven't. so i can get over him easier. then he goes and gets upset and says such nice stuff to me and plays our song and sings for me and uggh makes things so much harder to deal with. it's been 5 weeks today. i do miss him ( Read more... )

soo things are getting a little rough in the boys department. lots of feelings going back and forth. sometimes i wanna kill him and then i miss him and want to see him and sometimes i can't handle what he does to me anymore and then it's wow i can't do this to him and i can't stop liking him. i don't know what to do. it would probably be healthier ( Read more... )

i can't believe you just called me to tell me you like someone. way to fucking go.

i fucking hate you.

this weekend i'm taking everything out of my room, cleaning out everything, rearranging everything, taking everything out again to paint my walls white, staining my bureau, then starting my 2 green walls. my room is gonna be awesome. i'll take pictures throughout the process. it'll be fun ( Read more... )

now that myspace is gone, all i have to do is write in here, which isn't too exciting, i don't have much to update ( Read more... )

today is eh.
people are ugghh.
lover is ugghh.
he is =).
english is ugghh.
trig is ugghh.
computer art 2 is =).
new clothes are =).
mewithoutyou is =).
no work for the week is =).
almost all better is =).
still being sick is ugghh.
being bored is ugghh.
2 more minutes of school is =).

JESS 4 MONTHS AND I WILL BE ABLE TO VISIT YOU! <3

and so long.

awww joey p asked me to hang out last night =) that was so nice <3 i missed him