First time back in, what has it been, like 3 years? or was it 4? Either way, it seems insane as to how different my life has become since then. All my posts were bitch, bitch, bitch. I had a terrible outlook on life (ok, it still isn't GREAT, but it's improving). I've graduated, gotten through 2 years of college and I'm still plugging along. Anyway ( Read more... )

Is it an unwritten rule that friends should hurt you more than not?

good lord, i love everything.

I miss what I used to have, but I hate it too. There are some things that I wish I could have, some people that I wish would understand me, but life is life. It's most likely always going to be like this, I'm dealing and dare I say, I like it.

Teenage drama is so out of style. So just drop it likes it's heavy bitches, okay? Hahaha, now that that's done with, I think I should mention Career Day sucked balls. Got to see ashnicbrigstok which was cool :):) Seriously, it was pump-ifying. So I definitely decided that people are lame, and the ones who treat you good are really your friends. The ( Read more... )

"I love their songs, it reminds me of when I was in 3rd grade, my parents had gotten divorced and shipped me off to my annual summer in hell with the grandparents and i made my mom pick me up early because I hated it there, so she did on the way back home, I memorized the entire hell freezes over cd, I swear. It was awesome. Except I had these ( Read more... )

I miss things that I've recently lost. Like a lot of friends. I guess this isn't a time that I'm meant to be going out? It's questionable. I definitely should have done my homework tonight, but I didn't. I'm sick of caring about everything, honestly, I am. But regardless, I will always care, too much in fact. I was always the girl to care too much ( Read more... )

Here's some things you may want to know about me ( Read more... )

Well, I managed to fucking hit my mom's stupid car and now I'm grounded from the car for a month. FUCKING GREAT. I love being the failure to everyone.

Since some people actually read this, here is what I have to say. I'm sick of people not calling me. If you consider me a "friend" then why not pick up the phone and see if I want to hang out. Or can you magically remember my schedule even though I don't? If you can, then you're officially my personal assistant. Being that 99.98% of you can't, ( Read more... )