Haven't been on here in ages... too bad I just really don't have the time to sit on my ass all day and read about what other people have been doing with their lives... Had my first day of work today, at Mokka's.. It was fun. Anyone willing to stop by there and get some grub, you should, foods yummy and I need serving practice, since I'm not so hot ( Read more... )

I tried to customize my journal today and i fucked it up.... so now it looks dumb. I got a new computer today, I've been feelin in a "techie" sorta mood even though I'm totally terrible with computers....

That explains it pretty much...

Aug. 22... That's this coming monday. That's the day I start a painful journey in the one school i never wanted to end up at.... the wonderful concrete shit hole ( Read more... )

Start my job today. Like I had training the last two days, but today, today is the big day. Very nerve racking the first day "live" (talking with actual people) but not because i minded talking to people... because its hard to talk to people and record information into a computer from 1982. But anyway this poor woman didn't know how to use a ( Read more... )

No need to fear... I'm home, alive, and well. School is done. College set up is done (well not all the way), still job searching. But now I have a whole lot more to choose from ( Read more... )

I call my American School and I go "where is my diploma" and they go "Where's your last exam?" and I go "Fuck you guys you have all my stuff." And they say we dont have it." but they are giving it to me anyway so I've basically finished all of my shit and now I can get on with my journey to find a fantastic career. I called UBC. They called back ( Read more... )

Oh Yeah? Well what if you've been trying to apologize for the last 3 months and they won't listen? What if you'll never ever get to share your inner most thoughts/secrets/feelings ever again because they won't forgive you? What if the world was coming to an end and you had no one to share it with because they were to god damned stubborn to at ( Read more... )

alright, alright already... Has everyone forgotten about me? Why do I feel like a spoiled nine year old welling up in the corner of my bedroom and just wanting to croak over some stupid attention getters that just back fire! I'm so busy and so lonely, and so humiliated at the same time!!! I regret everything I ever started because my plans never ( Read more... )

I hate my job... They offered me third shift the other day and i said MAYBE, but not until i finish school. I haven't told them school is done and i sure as hell haven't said "Why yes I'd love to" so what't my schedule like this week? Oh... it's fucking third shift. So much for partying this week... Oh but I am off Friday and Saturday. Should be ( Read more... )

You don't know how much it hurts to type in my password....