after trying on about 50 pairs of "crooked" glasses... i've concluded that it is in fact, my Face... that is crooked.

damnet.

never been so pissed off in my life. the wierd thing is, that i'm oddly relieved at the exact same time. it fucking sucks being a girl with all these crazy "emotions" that are completely foreign to the opposite sex. but boy do they know how to work em.

dear saterday, please do me good. i could use some "good" in this area.

dear world ( Read more... )

i told my mom boys dont like me, the other night. this was her responce: "oh honey, its not that they dont like you. its just that you scare them" "what?" "you've intimidated boys ever since you were little. you should just be nicer to people ( Read more... )

i'm really looking forward to the near future. i think for once i've actually got a slight grasp on things. i have plans, i have ambitions, i have something to work for. the first step is this wednesday. i'm scared out of my mind but i've been told numerously that everything is going to be okay. i hate that i cant mention anything specific because ( Read more... )

mommy would not be proud...

so i was with this boy for a short period of time. well all together, a long ass period of time. but its never good if you are crazy everytime your not with them because your scared they'll get away. i dont think thats anywhere near trust. not to mention i got upset when people would mention him around me. sometimes i preferred if he were to just ( Read more... )

YAY EVERYBODY IS GRADUATED! except for cara. her time will come. saw scott at the ceremony. totally awkward. not too bad though. i also saw june evensen. freaking love her. for all who dont know she was my best friend's mom freshmen-sophmore year. she's hilarious. and apparently her best friend thinks i'm the funniest girl EVER. he said so. heck ( Read more... )

its a true fact... girls are only bitches because a boy was/ boys were mean to them.

scott called last night. i ignored it. then i felt bad. then i felt REALLY bad, so i took a big step reminding myself that i didnt want to be a jerk like ryan and ignore the hell out of him. not cool.
so.
i called back.

NOW REJOICE!

i could have stayed at work longer, but i decided not to. my heart hurts. i'd rather be at home. i feel really bad for what happened with scott. i was spost to call him last night and just flat out didnt do it. not becuase i forgot or was busy, but because i didnt want to. it sucks... i'm WAY comfortable with him, but once i start thinking about ( Read more... )