Life is moving by slow and fast at the same time. I wanna get out of this town and leave already start my life. I'm tried of this waiting game, I have my second to last g.e.d test and then I'm one more to go. I can get a job save up for a car and a place to live. My goal is to be able to move by that start of 2010. It's do able I hope. I want my ( Read more... )

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22 days till i leave i'm counting down the days
i've said this before and i will keep saying
no ones holding me back
i don't want them too

i just wanted to punch someone today!
i know i couldn't handle shit!

getting out for the summer should come sooner
no one understands how this city is getting under my skin

i will never be able to ( Read more... )

so much has happened in just one day. i've had some many emotions run right through me. it started out really enjoyable then i start opening up to people (well holly really) i now see why i don't let people into my life. i'm like this huge burden so much has happened to me. and why does the past always come out and hit me right in the face. i know ( Read more... )

this weekend i would say was by far the best thing i needed. other then not hanging out with my best friend who was in town or seeing some people there. but i really didn't want to think about them and have them ruin it for me. i liked the feeling of being in a town i don't know and not knowing it like it was the back of my hand. meeting new people ( Read more... )

how do you stop being lonely? i know i can't do this by myself but the one person i need to 500 miles away. i'm trying not to worry so much and just take everything how it comes to me but its getting me now where fast. hung out with cassie last night then after that just came home but i couldn't take being by myself. so i went to my work...then ( Read more... )

So much shit is going on in my life right now. I'm getting the same thing over and over again. You're to young FUCK I'm sorry that I don't act my fucking age. I'm glad I don't fucking act 17 I have to do shit with my life and I don't have the time to fuck around. I'm not going to be a "kid" why does the world think that every person must have a ( Read more... )

it's the same thing over and over again ( Read more... )

wow you have no idea how depressed i am. Andrew come over to bring me soup cause i'm sick. then it started out that i was playing with his hair the cuddling. it was so nice i missed him. i couldn't stop smiling i was so happy! but then i don't know he was like what are we doing this is not good. then i finally told him i'm still in love with him ( Read more... )

I got really sick in the last two days. I hate being sick i can't breath out my nose my troth hurts i always feel like i'm going to pass out plus i'm sore all over ( Read more... )