but i love you

i dont understand how someone doesnt have the decentcy to talk to me anymore. He says were "fine" but when i know something is truely wrong because he never talks to me or tries to hang out anymore. so i clearly have given up on you as well. so long good friend.

u can stop reading my journals now scottie

You know what really bothers me? When you are such good friends with someone, i'd even say best friends and then one night they basically try to rape you. Yeah I was shocked at first, but I was willing to give him a second chance at friendship once a cooled down for a few weeks ( Read more... )

Last night was kind of insane. I had a blast but got way too drunk way too fast. I met a puppy named mavrick and it was pretty much the cutest puppy ever and i wanted to take it home ( Read more... )

So i think that from now on I'm done putting myself out there. I dont want to be vulnerable to any more pain. I'm not going to have any expectations anymore because I dont want my expectations to get squashed. i do hope that things work out for me but ive gotten to a point where enough is enough. let's see how long this lasts

I'm over your lies ( Read more... )

And I dont want the world to see me ( Read more... )

Im not going to be vulnerable

Im putting my guard up

Im not going to gravel

Im not going to beg

Im going to continue doing what I want

Im not going to wait around

Im not going to pray

Whats meant to be...will find its way...

OMG i am sooooooooooo excited for spring break now. My dad just recently bought a brand new CONVERTIBLE! Its a Toyota Camery Solera and Cobalt blue! Sooooooo cute! I cant wait to drive it down to miami and be able to party down there. Im also way excited to get out of this cold horrible weather. So i may not be the "ideal" or "perfect" spring ( Read more... )

How does one just fall out of love with someone?

They don't, it's simply impossible to completly stop loving someone so suddenly.

All it means is...

They never loved you to begin with

L-O-V-E - LOVE, its a short word with a big meaning...if you don't know what it means, DONT FUCKING SAY IT TO ME