no, I don't miss that anymore.
I've found something new and exciting.
perfect.

i'm pretty much a nigger.
that's how dark I am.

happy valentines day, baby.

today was good. 
I like to update, I just never have anything to say.

Favorites this weekend. I don't really have any reason to go except that I'm expected to. Frank and I are on the ballot again this year and we're going together again. It would be cliche if we won again BUT it's a given to mackenzie and john since there ( Read more... )

what I don't need:

boys who use me and just want to mess around.

apparantly certain ex boyfriends think that's all I'm good for.

I have a bad habit of letting things build up

until i just explode.

But my friends are amazing, and I'm always there.
and I hope I proved that to YOU today.

i guess i wasn't overanalyzing anything.
everything was true.
we're over now.
i'm such a fucking idiot.
it happened once,
he won't change for me.

I don't like it when you need to talk to someone about something that you've found out, but you can't say how you found out and there's really only one way you could have known and you shouldn't have been doing that in the first place.

I need to talk to you. so so so bad. SO bad.

Sometimes I just get so nervous. These past few have turned me into ( Read more... )

I lied. I don't like a new boy. I like the same boy I've liked for six months. We have a pattern. It's kind of cute. Morp on Saturday. Beau's going with me, I think =)

I suck.

I feel so lame right now. I don't like caring this much about a boy. I don't like dwelling on how things could be. I hate you pretending you don't give a crap about me anymore. One second you want me one second you don't talk to me / call because I guess I'm a waste of time.

I think I like a new boy.& it's about time.

I think I'm going to update this more often now.

School starts Monday, but summer was pretty good to me. It was incredibly different from last summer, not better or worse. Just way different.

Beau & I are broken up for good this time. We're friends and It's better this way. I'm not over it, but I know I will be. I'm not one of those girls who ( Read more... )

just so you know,

i do not see the point in being a sophomore.

and i do not see the point in growing up.

i rather stay fifteen and cute forever.

yesterday.

supposed to go the movies with beau. Keely decided she felt like coming to get me and make me watch starwars. She came to get me took my computer over and talked to Frank for like 30 minutes before we left.  We went to go get Beau. Yeah. Went to Macy's. Didn't watch starwars, just went in her room and stuff. Keely went to get Frank. Fun ( Read more... )