Comments | kissxxxxxxx0hhh: // my life is illogical love and loss.

kissxxxxxxx0hhh

// my life is illogical love and loss.

Aug 27, 2007 11:13

sometimes lately i can't look at myself in the mirror. i can't look at my eyes ( Read more... )

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dystopiate October 19 2007, 21:43:19 UTC

well you added me as a friend. you look cool, so i'll add you back. how'd you find me and why?

kissxxxxxxx0hhh October 20 2007, 15:16:50 UTC

opiate affair <3

dystopiate October 20 2007, 19:37:07 UTC

cool. i haven't been online much until the past two months, and before that i was busy being strung out and homeless and in jail and stuff. because i'd looked through those communities for cool people to add and chat with on AIM. but i haven't looked since i've been back. good thing you guys are still looking for me! :) aim? i'm: spitinacopsface, or suckmyrig.

kissxxxxxxx0hhh October 21 2007, 14:29:18 UTC

Yeah, strung out homelessness just happens now and again, dont it? =) Glad your outta that situation, anyway.
My aim: Optics of Acid

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bogeygirl October 20 2007, 22:18:49 UTC

Hello! Added you back. Only my computer is being a cranky bitch, so I don't get to the net that much at the moment. (Trying to fix it without ANY knowledge of computers XD I'm so good..)
About mirrors? My eyes used to scare the shit out of me at one point. I don't know why, I just saw something really dark, something unspeakable when I looked into them. It passed, eventually. Only happens sometimes now. But it's pretty fucking creepy.

kissxxxxxxx0hhh October 21 2007, 14:27:04 UTC

yeah, it started when i saw those pictures on FacesOfMeth, ya know, the mugshot-timeline of drug addicts where they get worse and worse looking every year. In every single one, the people have something in common: a deep sadness in their eyes. The sadness is most evident in their first picture, when they're 17 years old or so like me. I think right now i look like the first picture of a FacesOfMeth timeline, and it scares the living shit out of me. I see it in all of my friends' eyes, too.

dystopiate October 21 2007, 16:53:12 UTC

do you do meth? eww. i hate all drugs that aren't canniboids and opiates.

"facesofmeth," that's funny. i'll have to check that out.

kissxxxxxxx0hhh October 22 2007, 00:55:19 UTC

not anymore, i don't have time to waste on that kinda shit anymore, ha. I just meant i LOOK like someone who could be on there. (only one of the first pictures though, i look fairly healthy still.)

here's a few links.
http://www.methmadness.com/addictfacesofmethL.jpg

and.. heres the slideshow version. its nifty.
http://www.drugfree.org/Portal/DrugIssue/MethResources/faces/photo_7.html

and this is my favorite one!
http://www.nwsmf.org.uk/english/drugs/crack_image.htm