I feel like i only ever write on here when i'm struggling with staying clean. i don't know why it's so hard for me right now... i just have no ambition and i just don't want to go anywhere or do anything. i just want to be stuck for some reason... i can't explain it. like, i feel like i want to fuck my life up in a way that i won't be able to move ( Read more... )

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i love rediscovering my favorite band. i haven't listened to bright eyes much since conor developed so much hype for being the typical 'sexy indie kid' that every indie girl is after. i started listening to bright eyes again though, recently, because, shit, bright eyes has been my favorite band for about ten years. fuck the fad induced frenzy ( Read more... )

I never write in this journal anymoree ( Read more... )

 I've spent so long ( Read more... )

sometimes lately i can't look at myself in the mirror. i can't look at my eyes ( Read more... )

today was in the top three longest days of my life...
i'm speachless.

C is for Charismatic

H is for Hip

A is for Adaptable

R is for Refreshing

L is for Legendary

O is for Overwhelming

T is for Temperamental

T is for Tolerant

E is for Excellent
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I had something really good and meaningful written out... and i fucking deleted it somehow, i don't know. Basically, michael, i'm sorry. I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that every single thing besides your lack of responsibility/ambition that is wrong with our relationship is because of me. In one way or another. I'm sorry, but you know ( Read more... )

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