every single chance he gets. he doesnt give a shit about this relationship and you know what? right now neither do i. FINE FUCK MY BEST FRIEND see if i fucking care, see if i try to stop you anymore. i hope you let this relationship fall to utter shit, i'll laugh because it's finally over, and i know you'd be relieved to. i bet you're calling her ( Read more... )

update:
well, like i predicted...
karma. thank you for puting me in my place.
i very badly wish that i could crawl into a motherfucking hole.
yes.
i feel sick... again...
oh, oh! you what time it is?
it's time to tell my best friend that i fucking hate her and don't really want to talk to her anymore! ... why can't she just stay out of my life, out ( Read more... )

just yesterday i was saying how i never write in my live or deadjournals anymore... and here i am, nothing much else to pour time into. so, here goes it.
i feel like karma wants to kill me today.
i feel like everyone else is out to get me too.
i really hope michael<3 comes over today ( Read more... )

i feel unusually... emotional right now. no, no, not in that faggy emo way (jk,jk) just....sigh. i don't know. such a whirlwind of bullshit mixed in with the feeling of determination... everything is required, yet nothing functions properly even now. whatever i make little sense, for i talk in code. seriously though, today last year, i died but ( Read more... )

yeah, so. michael just left, boo.
hey you know what sucks kinda? being suspended. yup.
okbyenow.

it's sick.... really.