I can't do this, I can't do this.
what am I looking for?

Escape.

The thing I dread the most in life is interacting with people.  Because I do it so poorly.  It kills me ( Read more... )

I got a message from my old friend, Munz, inviting me to play in a band that he's a part of...."Kirby's Dream Band," which does covers of said video game.  It is the opportunity of a lifetime; what I have been wishing for a very long time ( Read more... )

(Shoddily titled "Rumbling Hearts" for the English release)
I knew nothing of Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien prior to watching it, only that it was ranked #3 on the top 200 anime ongoing poll at AnimeNfo, and that it had something to do with high-school girls (as shown on its Wikipedia page).  It is not a sci-fi, fantasy, or magical anime.  It is a story of ( Read more... )

After seeing high rankings, getting a recommendation from a friend, and somehow receiving the entire dvd collection of the series for free, I decided to watch One Piece.  It is primarily a comedy/adventure, somewhat in the same vein as Slayers (one of my fovourite animes), but none of the jokes or situations were worth conjuring a laugh or even a ( Read more... )

How does it happen?  How did I make a change?  What caused it?
Last week, instead of the time I spend watching pornography, I watched anime on a regular schedule.  The odd thing about it is that I look forward to seeing the anime much much more.  I started watching Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien this week.  I'll just say that since I started, watching has ( Read more... )

I should probably say this series is inappropriate for anyone under the age of 21, and probably inappropriate for many people over the age of 21.  Despite having explicit graphic material, it is not the primary focus of the story (otherwise I would have called this series complete garbage.)  I shall refrain from saying any more but that this story ( Read more... )

I like art more than people.  I treat music, stories, inventions, with more reverence than I do my own friends.  It's not just that.  I believe it too.  It has been my faith for as long as I can remember.  I do not care about you as much as I care about this song.  I do not care about you as much as this story.  I can easily do without you, but I ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
I had a flu shot
I had my blood drawn
I went to Spain
Went to Germany
Listened to a digital music player on a regular basis
Paid off a car payment.

2. Did you keep your New Years Resolutions and will you make more for next year?
I kept working toward whatever goals I felt like setting.
I ( Read more... )

She said it was her bad, (which it really isn't), and 'let's not talk about it anymore.'
I'm happy to get this response.  I feel the same way.  I'm happy to run away from it all.  That is my goal.  I need time alone.

(My LJ is seeing some unprecedented action these days.  What's going on ( Read more... )