I'm so sick of being sad...this shouldnt still be going on...I should feel better at least a little bit. But it still feels like everything just happened yesterday....fuck....
Have you ever thought about talking to a counselor? You've had a rough year, what with your job and Ricky and everything. It might help to have someone to talk to and to process with.
yeah...im looking into it because i clearly cannot handle myself anymore. Ive had one too many shitty things happen this year and I cant seem to make anything feel better for myself anymore. Ive lost all control at this point and its scary...
Therapy has really helped me be able to deal with negative emotions and feeling like I can't handle anything/everything. Good luck finding one! Hopefully it will help you find a more positive perspective.
yeah...thanks. I just dont know what else to do anymore. Im so lost, I miss him so much but i need to figure out some way to let go and move on. I cant keep holding onto hope that hes coming back...I honestly feel like Ive been stabbed in the heart and Im just bleeding out as slowly as possible...I need to figure out how to live my life better than this. Ive turned into such a mess...
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