gosh, why bother anymore, like all the ppl i try to help (with the exception of Ashlee who does listen to me and takes into account what i think of to say to her) are just like " i don't want your help fuck off" or "sorry i don't want your help" " just let ppl solve their own shit! gosh you're such an idiot ( Read more... )

Conquest to the lover ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here thinking of you ( Read more... )

despite that song, which i'm feelin a little like right now, i still wanna be your friend and i still love you, just backin off a little, just wanted to let you know

well just like always i have to deal with crappy stuff...still lookin for good things...i want someone to tell me they love me and let me sleep in their lap, i need a hug right now i'm just so tired of the other shoe always falling but it's not like there's anything i can do but take it and hope it goes away....i mean I'm still jealous of Amanda... ( Read more... )

here's the poem i wrote, for explanation, see the previous post ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm confused a lot but this has to top all ( Read more... )

yeah my stomach hurts, so I'm keepin this to rant ( Read more... )

so, just wondering, does anyone read this? comment if u do cause i don't know if i wanna keep up with this, a xanga, and an AOL journal. so just let me know, if anyone does i'll keep updating, but if no one does then i'll just stop. thanks ^-^

sugar is nummy *snickers* i loves it sooooo...aww my kitty is so cute all curled in a little ball!!!!!!!!!XD owwie, my shoulders hurt T.T.T i want a massage....maybe then it will go away cause medicine isn't helpin at all *sighs* mmmmmmiced tea is good too!!!!!!!!!!!!