ouch, everything hurts, except my mood, which helps. I'm trying to be happy but everytime i move there's like a stab of pain *sigh* what am i to do? can i borrow a shoulder? lol, i don't expect anyone to read this but please comment if you do ^.^

well I'm feeling a whole lot better today and have been since yesterday. I think I'm finally getting used to being single lol, well I almost had a bf today but he's kinda creepy, I mean we're friends and all but it's just that I do not like him romantically, his voice annoys me and if we got together he'd just brag about it. Not that I'm something ( Read more... )

well I can't get rid of this stupid curse >.< why do I have to be so dang horny!? this is not good!! I can't seem to keep my mind clean even if I'm just sitting in class or something. It's so hard to be in this kind of mood cause I can't tell anyone! gah I guess I'll just have to wait it out....wish me luck if u read this

and i don't want him to say yes just because of anything I said yesterday

well today was easier then I thought, my friend is asking out this one guy for me though he'll prolly say no cause we like, just met and he's already got someone else asking him out and she's actually a sevy too. yeah he's a sevy, but he's so funny and he's so cute and he's really mature for a sevy too, he doesn't act all stupid like most of them ( Read more... )

man, i should not have this problem, just proves how used to it I was, man I feel so dirty >.< I can't keep my mind clean. so oversexed....blech ( Read more... )

I need a hug T.T I feel so exhausted just need a long long sleep and a cuddle-person...

well my life has taken a very very unexpected turn for the great, but there seems to be some hitches so I'm not gonna rush into things too hard. I am a much happier person though and I look forward to possibly being even happier in the future ^-^. I hope things will continue to be as great as they are now but ya never know, just gotta count on the ( Read more... )

Ah wellllll I had a really great day today ^-^ Can't say why incase someone reads this, but the only person who might read this already knows lol. I'm so very very happy again and I'm glad to be back to myself again *sigh of contentment* *hugs all* I am just so happy, overjoyed actually ^-^ peace to all!!!!

Well seeing as how no one responded to my Xanga posts it seems as if no one cares if I'm around anymore...not suicide but I think I'll go away for a while, no one knows and I dare anyone to find out.