MINE ( Read more... )

I think it says something when you get to a new place and you can count the negative things on one hand and can't even keep track of the positive.

Apparently not giving Nina tic-tacs means she doesn't like me anymore... I think she'll come back around :)

Here is what I wrote to my mom ( Read more... )

wanting to get this  shirt and and write "thats what she said" under it?

i hope not.

Why the fuck would you try this? I don't even want to come back next semester anymore.

Cute boys make me happy :)

i want to go home.

Basically I am extremely bitter and cynical right now.
Fuck life
I want to go home
and i have to go to a regatta tomorrow
And i need a break form life
I hate
life
right
now
it
needs
to
stop shitting on me

Eyes lids lose over my eyes my brain wanders to a place that is familiar and strange ( Read more... )

I finally told her straight up, "I hate it! I never thought i would get to this point. I feel like Mel just wants me to quit. And of course no i wont! heaven forbid. But I hate it. Its driving me into the ground. I know I'm weak but I though I deserved respect. I'm getting better - I'm working really hard. I guess on some foolish level I thought ( Read more... )