Dream a Little of Dream of Me

[kitrinathegreat]

DREAM TIME
I had a dream this morning that was interesting.  I was living with letsjamtogether and her mom came to visit us.  She threw out the food Berry made for dinner (this seems to becoming a habit for her).

I went off on her.

I told her she was being disrespectful to not only me, who bought the food, but extremely disrespectful to her daughter who worked so

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[kitrinathegreat]

The gluten test did come back negative. I'm not sure if I want to move up the colonoscopy because I would need to miss work, Dad has already taken the day off next week, and I'm doubtful that they are going to find anything with it. I'm actually hoping that the pain will get really bad one night, and I'll go to the ER, where some young doctor, who is fresh out of medical school (which is why they got stuck with the night shift), will see me an instantly think of a very rare disease that they happened to write a report on, and therefore know all the right tests to correctly diagnose me and solve all my problems.

It's a fun fantasy.

I'm sure I'd like your mom if I met her. I imagine she's a lot like mine: great for company, a handful for the people who see her everyday. I rather liked my dream though, because I was trying to be your hero even in my dreams. <3

[kitrinathegreat]

Add 'young, gorgeous doctor'? Pfft! Please, Berry! I'm trying to be realistic here. ;)

My parents are letting me pick out what I want for dinner that night. I said TACO PIZZA! It would have been taco pizza and vodka, but I'll probably be dehydrated... so I'll avoid alcohol until I can convince Diane to go drinking with me (translation = drive me around and watch me drink... because she doesn't drink).

Morally ambiguous lancers are the best kind! True fact! There was poll in Hero Weekly and everything!

A convoluted story

[kitrinathegreat]

Awhile ago I was feeling rather sorry for myself that I had some many medical problems. Then I remember that when I was younger I always wished that I could have horrible things wrong with me, like cancer so someone else wouldn't have to. I had thought that it was a kind of destiny that so many people in the world would have cancer, so many have infections, etc. So, I thought that if I could have cancer, someone else wouldn't be stuck with it. When one of my little friends had cancer, I actually prayed that I could have instead, because I didn't want her to be sick. I'd rather have myself be sick.

I doubt that this illness is an answer to my prayers... because I really don't think God likes to make me sick... but I like to remind myself that I used to think that I was strong enough to take my friend's cancer on her behalf. The least I can do now is try to be strong when I'm sick with my own illness.

[chaos_prodigy]

Wow, that must have been an interesting and slightly entertaining dream. XD

Again, I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling much better from the last time I heard from you. Hopefully they'll be able to find something definite and be able to do something about the pain. Though, October 27th is still quite a bit away. I wish you could get it sooner. :(

[kitrinathegreat]

It is my fault it's not sooner. I didn't want to miss work to get it... but it wasn't hurting as bad when I scheduled the appointment. Oh well. I'm not in too much pain to go to work at least. :)