So this year has been full of me not believing in things anymore... Like, first, God. Then karma, but then again I never really believed that. But now I'm come to doubt the existence of the human soul. I mean... how long ago did we evolve into thinking of ourselves as "I" and "myself"? Human evolution isn't perfect; in exchange for upright walking ( Read more... )

My mom did NOT just ban South Park along with The Stranger. This can't be right...

This is what happens when mom decides to enforce "morality in this house".

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Upon returning from Europe I decided I needed to make a travel journal. Behold erika_expeditus! It's still being made, but you can expect entries in the next couple of days. Friend it, for it is love.

Farewell concert tomorrow and we will soon see if the 13 hours of practice a day paid off. My uniform jacket is a medium and fits like a fucking tent. Really, I don't know what I was thinking when I ordered a medium (Dad was with me at the time, I'll just blame him.); America is just going to get fatter and the sizes will follow. Not that sizes ( Read more... )

It smells of tobacco...

I can't fucking breathe.

Summer so far has mostly consisted of packing for Europe. I'm not complaining, really. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little nervous about flying to several different countries with people I have yet to meet ( Read more... )

So intead of going parading in Seattle I had to help my sister in this pagent thingy... Not my idea of a Sunday well spent. I sat there absorbing clouds of hairspray through my pores watching girls parade around like little painted balls of chiffon. Tasha didn't get an award, she cried. I'm useless at comforting people ( Read more... )

I get to go... I'm amazed she said yes. But I'm sure once the surprise fades away I'll still be just as excited.

So I came out of the closet to my mom a few days ago ( Read more... )