Just so you know...

[kitsune_southwd]

I'm gunna be changing journals...I cant use this one anymore since Andrew broke up with me last night...I promised him I wouldnt do anything stupid..so I'm not cutting...it doesnt matter..I cant do anything...cant keep down food..can barely sleep...and when I do it's all dreams of him and me

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[infernal_angel]

Awww I'm really sorry sweetie. ;_______; *huggles softly

[kitsune_southwd]

thank you...it's okay you werent online..not sure how long I'll be on right now..but I should be on tomorrow some..going to Kingston Friday...I'm doing a bit better..though still very depressed...I lived for three years on only hopes and dreams..I guess I'll be doing the same once again...I know it's pathetic...but any stress in our relationship wasnt cuz of only him...hes a guy..and he'll do the things that annoyed me sometimes..cant get around that...any other time it was either my fault(me pissing him off, or when we stayed together a little too much over the summer) or he was just dealing with too much at school and stuff..so I understood...*shrugs* I honestly dont believe he couldve never loved me during our 8 months together...too much was said and done to say otherwise....so I'm just hoping one day he'll want me back...and I honestly dont think I could ever stop loving him...and he knows that...*shrugs*(more said in me lj...not sure when I'll change it over..maybe tomorrow so ur on