Like I said I would..I have changed journals...my new one is ( Read more... )

Well, me and Andrew are talking a bit on msn...I dont really know what to think tho..he's getting avatars and just got a bunch of love ones...which is strange cuz he was never one to show that stuff...even in avatars...*shrugs* I know I'm just living on hope again...but oh well..at least we're talking half ass normally right now ( Read more... )

Quick entry...I talked to Andrew...I asked him if we could ever be together again..he said he couldnt tell me the future..and I said I just wanted to know if he WANTED us to have a 2nd chance..and he said not right now..and I said I knew that..I just meant someday...and he just said he didn't know...It's better than an automatic no..so I am gunna ( Read more... )

I'm gunna be changing journals...I cant use this one anymore since Andrew broke up with me last night...I promised him I wouldnt do anything stupid..so I'm not cutting...it doesnt matter..I cant do anything...cant keep down food..can barely sleep...and when I do it's all dreams of him and me ( Read more... )

Well, Andrew came over...for like a fucking hour cuz his mom decided he had to come home really early and set up their tree....fucking dammit! And now I tried to get the newest msn update and it wouldnt work and then I realized all my display pics, bgs, and emicons were GONE!!! I have all my bgs back, and most of my display pics..but am only ( Read more... )

Dont really have a title for today..I'm only on quick to go through emails..and was seeing if Andrew was online cuz he was showing Max a music video on the computer when I called ( Read more... )

I dont know what I'm gunna do when Andrew comes over tomorrow...cuz I was thinking this past couple weeks have been busy and hard on both of us..so us drifting a but may be normal...so I may wait and see how the next week or so goes...but I need to say something...maybe just about the not touching, etc besides during sex...that kinda covers all of ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend is the lowest...I called Andrew around 7PM(after showering and dying me hair back to as close to my natural color as we could find)and they had the Strauss' over and him and Jen were watching White Noise...so he just called me a little while ago and said his parents took them home(after I asked when they left..and had to ask ( Read more... )

Well, just got back from my uncle's funeral...it was a nice, short ceremony at the graveyard since he was cremated....then it was to the lion's den for some sandwiches and stuff....Got backa little while ago and called Andrew..he's still home-so I'm not sure if that means he isn't going to Jeremy's..or not till later...*shrugs* He said he was just ( Read more... )

Well, didn't get the RE4 walkthru yet...we have to go back soon, on a Friday to see the owner of the store to see if she'll take the books, then get the walkthru cuz I thought they had it here cheaper..but couldnt find it...so we have to go back..buuut, I got the deposit for Twilight Princess for him..it comes out April 26th...He's online right now ( Read more... )