I know I say I'm going to get off livejournal every so often to another client.

Well...

I'm trying again.  Frankly, I want more of an experiment in no connections (and being able to see my stats).  Henceforth, most updates on day to day shit are going on WP. [Seriously, daily]

If you want the site, IM / Leave a comment / Etc, I'll get you it.

I turn to this for release.  The pain is astounding and irrational.  I try to understand what is wrong, but it's not that easy.  I feel misplaced more than ever before, my purpose lost, and my drive stunted.  I'm all in all a wreck once more ( Read more... )

Tonight, I decided to take a chance ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time, I feel as though I have something to celebrate.

Perhaps this time I will be lucky.

Even so, I have love songs on the away, and by the by, I go to find out if it's fruition or fruitless

Everwood anyone?

I've become increasingly frustrated with alot of the people around me.  It's not that these people aren't good people or don't have their positive characteristics.  I just find myself moving in a completely different direction.  What is one to do when their friends are what they think they used to be ( Read more... )

It's 2 am...

Apparently I've found a PUA thing on youtube.

I think it's time for bed now..

I think I've reach the conclusion I've been looking for all summer ( Read more... )

For many years now I've felt that open communication is crucial to healthy relationships.  When people begin to not tell each other honestly what they think, and discuss their disagreement is when problems occur.  Given the nature of the material that can comprise these conversations, it is a given that potentially volatile and offensive situations ( Read more... )

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