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Writer's Block: The Things We Carry
The things I carry? It is often that I carry my cell phone and my keys. The two necessities I need in order to get through the day. However, at times I find it pointless to carry my phone, considering that I don't have many friends. Even so, I may be hopeful in receiving a phone call, or at least one from someone I wouldn't mind speaking with. ( Read more... ) -
Give Peace At Mind For My Heart Is There With You
Dang, I haven't written in this journal for quite some time. As it goes, my life is pretty swell. I have those I love and I'm loved as well, now what's better than that? Daniel bought me this cute stuffed doggy, it's so adorable, I love it. Tehe. I'm kind of excited, for what? Who knows...or maybe I know but don't wish to tell you. :D Yes, ( Read more... ) -
Please Have No Concern, I'm Totally Fine...No Seriously I'm Fine
Well, I broke it off with Octavio. For good. I learned that I was just clinging to him out of my fear of being alone. What kind of relationship would that be? We make great friends, and it's as simple as that. I figured I didn't want to waste his time or mine. He has a lot of goals and plans that I know I don't agree with, why hold him back ( Read more... ) -
It's Called A Lone Howl Wind
So, I know I did well on my speech. I got all 25 points and he completely complimented me on it. *whew* I feel like a bit of a tart considering that I forgot he gave me my grade paper and told him he didn't. LOL. Poor guy. Anyway, I don't have much to say besides I want to go get something to eat right now, then I'll come back and work on ( Read more... ) -
A Memory of Plagues
Well, today I had to do my speech. I think it went very well. I spoke about my brothers and how each one of them taught me something. I was nervous at first, I must admit. My leg kept shaking as I sat by my desk, listening intentfully. When I first started to speak, I was extremely nervous. My teacher put his hands up to his ears, letting me ( Read more... ) -
They Say Actions Speak Louder Than Words, It's Not Like That ALL The Time
Well, anyway...I have a lot on my mind. Sometimes I feel like my emotional rant within myself will make me lose it. That's not to say that I must keep sane at all times. Love. Love love love love love. Need I say more? Confusions, questions, and hope. Love. Simple word with a complicated meaning. Desires. Wishes, hopes, and dreams. I ( Read more... ) -
It's Amazing What You Get
I was thinking about marriage at this moment. Sometimes my mind babbles while I try to study, so I have to type it in order to get it out of my mind. As it goes, I was thinking. Sometimes people believe marriage is a solution to his or her problems. In the end for me, I had only more questions. I couldn't understand everything, from love in ( Read more... ) -
It Gets Harder To Breathe
Sometimes, when life gives you struggles, one learns the basic instincts of survival. Sometimes, some things get so erratic that it challenges the very bone, the very core of your being. Questions with desires. Anger with pleasure. Sadness with hate and so forth. struggles may teach you many things if one is willing to learn. Sometimes one ( Read more... ) -
Who Knew Communication Is A Key Value In Life?
Well, to update you on my love life. I talked to Octavio. You see, I wanted to spend time with him. At first it was the needles thing...we were gonna drop his sister off and stay in laughlin. Turns out, he winded up inviting his mom and dad. So...time alone wasn't in anymore. Then! We were going to go bowling, but then that awful thing ( Read more... ) -
I'm Tired...Nothing New Uh?
Well, I'm in school. I'm taking chemistry, history, ceramics, speech, some marriage and family class, and karate. I don't have any free days besides...well...weekends. (Surprisingly) SO....I've been studying, hungry, and tired. Of course since I've only been able to see Octavio on weekends....I just keep missing the bugga. I think it helps ( Read more... )