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2010, a year of amazing dreams come true
It has been entirely too long since I’ve written any kind of update. However, this has been the busiest, most chaotic and most fulfilling couple of months in my entire life! Let’s run through 2010. I’ll try to remember as much as possible.
2010
January - Really don't remember much!
February - Shaun and I celebrate our 7th Valentine’s Day ( Read more... ) -
Update - Feeling MUCH Better
I got into the doctor last Tuesday and told him about my anxiety attacks and all. He increased my dosage of medication and prescribed me a very low dose of Xanax, to take when I think I may be entering into a really stressful situation in the next month. I have taken one pill a couple days and did notice that it seems to help the worry just melt ( Read more... ) -
Update 10.19.10
Yes, I am once again at home today. I don't know what is up with me. I'm really trying to figure it out and it's really bothering me. I can't seem to keep it together for longer than a couple days ( Read more... ) -
Weight Loss Challenge-Start Date: 6/7/10
I'm starting today with my weight loss challenge.
I am going to follow the rules of the South Beach Diet. The reason I'm going to try this diet is that I know it works. I've done it before. I can be gluten-free on this diet and it makes sense. It's difficult to do if you eat fast food a lot, but that's my main problem. I need to cut down on the fast ( Read more... ) -
Inspired by Peace of Mind
I've been inspired quite a bit lately...by different things surrounding me...different people...events...words...flowing through my life, ebbing and flowing into and then right out of my life and consciousness. Before you think I've become a total hippie, let me explain that I have recently realized that I've been living in a shut down mode. Even ( Read more... ) -
Falling down stories, into the rabbit hole
I woke up this morning with my heart pounding so hard, so violently, that I thought, "this must be what the beginning of a heart attack feels like." The reason for this unwelcome awakening was that I had been having a dream, one that I seem to remember as recently recurring. In the dream, I was in this building, seemed like a huge mall, about ( Read more... ) -
An "Office Space" kind of life
My sister asked me yesterday if I am ok. It wasn't just like "hey, how you doing these days?" It was more like, the concerned look me in the eyes, as she slowly said, "Are you ok?" Then I kind of hesitated and looked back at her like "what do you mean exactly?" which right there probably proves that I'm not really ok, if I have to ask for a ( Read more... ) -
A work in progress
Just a short update on the novel I've been writing for the past thousand years...I am making some good head way and think I'm at the point where it's time to print out all the pages now and start the "red lining" editing. I finally wrote out the entire outline which I'm proud to say rounded out to about 26 separate points of change/story/plot, ( Read more... ) -
The bottle doesn't...
Yes, that's right, it's finally my Christmas vacation!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited about it and can already feel the relaxation settling into my bones...or are those the muscle relaxers? Ha, just kidding! I am actually not on any right now because my shoulders and neck are feeling much more supple, loose and I have been able to forget they are even ( Read more... ) -
5' 1" and Still Growing
"5'1" and Still Growing" is the first speech I gave in Toastmaster's. The speech was given on Wednesday, 11/4/09, to a group of about 20 Toastmaster's club members, who also work for Chase. The first speech given is usually the Ice Breaker speech which is all about the speaker. This speech is meant as a way for the speaker to introduce ( Read more... )