Today is course cards day for MsMedia, the subject i hate most in the whole wide universe. I am filled with butterflies and jitters because I have a strong feeling it is going to break the long string of As and Bs that I have garnered for the past 3 years. Oh well I guess there has to be some balance.

it's so easy to kiss someone without meaning in it.

Sometimes I wish I never had a sister. No I take that back, I wish i never had one at all. Either that or I wish I was born instead to another family with kinder siblings. Not demented ones who think like theyre 8 years old when theyre already 22. The ones who don't physically abuse you and are jealous of you to ridiculous extents.

It's time for a Pharrell tribute. Why? Because the man is pure genius with his skewed lyrical sense as his only flaw.

He's good looking, wealthy, seems intelligent, doesn't seem to care much about his status, and has a serious musical background which shows how amazing he is at producing music  - unlike some other pop garbage trashy shits who are ( Read more... )

In regard to the little weekend 'holiday' we just had, i decided to get a book that would match up to the somber and pious mood of it all. I am currently reading In Cold Blood by Truman Capote, which we all know is an old literary work. This poignant little holiday is making me ponder on loss and death and quite perfectly did i stumble upon this ( Read more... )

i need to be liberated from the kind of thinking which I have gotten myself into. It is my fault that i now think that grades are the most important things in my life right now because it spells what my brain is, which is something i am hugely vain about. i will admit that i am totally insecure of people who are able to articulate themselves ( Read more... )

i have a gargantuan fear of public speaking, or for now, reciting in class. i know it's silly but i don't know how to overcome it.

from one of my favorite Filipino poets ( Read more... )

composing a write-up is such a tedious task.

ive been looking for a self test online about youth and adult interaction (is there such a thing?). i think i have a fear of adults. whenever i'm in their presence, i can't speak and become watchful of everything that could possibly come out of my mouth. i always feel like i am going to be mentally slighted or belittled because of the lack of ( Read more... )