I have come to realization that I dont know what I want in life. I dont know where I want to go, or who I want to be myself. Becuase of these things how could i have ever tried to even know who I wanted to be with in my life. No I haven't the foggiest idea of what I want to be any more. I was taken by princess and told that I couldn't cook so ( Read more... )

*beats head against desk ( Read more... )

*smacks head against wall* I hate hate hate stupid people. Its all i seem to work with stupid people. Stupid people everywhere I look. I swear when we hit the submit button for our applications the internet sucked our brains out. OH well i was in a writing mood before this now i am ready to just crash so i am going to head to bed now.

Kate

Well I have two blogs/journals going on right now. Mainly this trip/job in Alaska is becoming long and hard. I have to be happy and go lucky on my Yahoo360 mainly because everyone there wants me to be happy. Well in all honesty, Heath is the only one who might or could read this one so oh well. I am honestly slipping back in to my depression ( Read more... )

Why is it the only thing I want right now isn't something I think I will ever get again ( Read more... )

So I was looking through the flights from the Lansing area to Alaska and I found a few...Still not sure what flight I am going to be on. I leave most likely on Saturday the fifth. Here is the issue...No matter what flight I take it looks I am stuck with at least one to two layovers. But the real kicker is one of the flights has a lay over in St ( Read more... )

I sit here about to write this and I couldn't for my life understand why I am dragging this journal out of the bin. I guess I needed a place to vent that many people wouldn't see. I mean I know a few people can read this and know where its at but unlike my yahoo 360 blog I can vent a little more. I have come full circle in life and now have a ( Read more... )

Hehe yes i am alive and yes i havent been online in over a month and i loved it. I just to just live on the computer finding a reason at least once a day to be here and work on something. But i am loving not having to get up and go stait to a computer and check my email. I mean i miss alot of my friends but i get along alot better with my life ( Read more... )

I did it chopped off a good ton of my hair. Its now being swept up and thrown out. Now its about midway down my back and with a ton of layers.

P.S. Happy Birthday tomorrow Nyte_shade. Hope you have a great day.

Kate

Long time coming and it life has hit me over the head with a brick. I live and i love and i hurt. I hurt alot, missing pieter something horriable, but i have to move on with my life. Matt has been part of my life for a good year in different ways, playing DT and being there when i needed him the most. Now maybe i get a chance to see just what i ( Read more... )