I've been listening to Josh Groban for about 20 minutes now... and it's made my life so much more pleasing. It's something about hearing someone... who feels... the same exact way about things as you do, that is so pleasing.

I just miss Eric, is all. But I suppose he'll be online any second now. And life will be complete.

Maybe my thoughts will be safe here. And my feelings. Not many people even look on here anymore, and that's a good thing for me right now I think ( Read more... )

So lately I've been having some really crazy dreams lately. I'm not sure why. The only thing I can think of is just what's on tv is getting into my head while I sleep. The first weird dream came two nights ago. I had a dream my old friend Tol had kidnapped me. In reality he is married, but in my dream he had a girlfriend. I was held captive in a ( Read more... )

Life is treating me pretty gay lately ( Read more... )

Sick = me

<3

So the other day I spent my entire day off cleaning my car inside and out totally by hand by myself. Well, that was all well and good because mom and I were going to get my books and then Erica and I were going to go out. I get out onto the road and this cute guy flags me down to tell me that I had a flat. Long story short I had to pay for a new ( Read more... )

So I just got home from work not even an hour ago. yes it's past midnight. I am so miserably tired. We have a mini-visit tomorrow and the store is so not ready.. blah blah. And school is about to start and that's pretty lame. I mean I love school and all but I am so tired and I'm going to be working full time and going to school full time. It's ( Read more... )

I haven't made a post in a million years, so here is one for all y'all ( Read more... )

I wish I could have something that was my own. Do something on my own. Have something completely my own. I just want something that's Carla's. Do something that only Carla does. Go somewhere only Carla goes.

Why cant people just let you do something without having to copy it?

I need some alone time.

I wonder how long its been since I've updated this. Hmm. I dont know, but most importantly I have nothing much to say. I saw everyone's entries and frankly I couldnt read all those, sorry guys but there were like three pages of stuff I havent read from being too busy/tired to actually upkeep my livejournal ( Read more... )