♥ I think I've fallen back in love with you.. what am I going to do? Oh well..I will keep plotting on how to kill her instead!

So today was ok, I suppose ( Read more... )

Is usually for the best. And I guess it's still the best right now. But it doesn't make it any easier. At all. I know I've changed but I've become more adult. And I enjoy hanging out with people who are professional and adult. And mature. And when I can't relate to people I avoid them. Even if I really care about the person. And it's even harder to ( Read more... )

Lately things have been confusing as usual. Grandpa died. And mom you'd think would spend more time with me. Instead they've been planning on kicking me out into the basement. And the remedy of it all? Eric was inspired to get a move on and get here to me. He'll be visiting in a few days, but then when he's back home he's hardcore working until he ( Read more... )

Grandpa died last night.

So today was a relatively normal day. Oh except for this giant snow storm we were SUPPOSED to get. Mostly it did nothing. I went to work as usual and it was pouring snow. It snowed alllllll day in Canton. And when it stopped that was pretty much it. However, all of Riverstone shut down at 6. So Denise let us shut down at 7. And besides getting ( Read more... )

I would like to tell everyone, that I only have one active friend on livejournal. So I feel pretty comfortable putting all my feelings down without immediately pissing anyone off ( Read more... )

it sustains us..

That's all I can say right now. I've never related more to Kurt Cobain in my entire life than I do right now.

Lame.

So early I suppose I was taking things for granted. I was most worried about a relationship that I know is going to work out and everything is going to be ok. I don't know why I worried about it when life is fragile ( Read more... )

Lately I have been doing everything completely wrong. After Eric left from his vacation down here, I think my heart just sort of gave up on me. Maybe not my heart... maybe just my spirit. I've been realitively fine on the outside, but on the inside I just can't shake this feeling that now that he's not here something huge is missing in my life ( Read more... )