Today: I woke up around two pm and just laid there in my bed. It’s strange, I thought to myself, to think the life’s so fuck up that even our thoughts betray us. I still wonder if last night was real. Did I really see her or did I imagine her. When I finally crawled out of bed I no test that Lynn was not there but, I really didn’t care. As I ( Read more... )

After my nap it was dark, I wanted to go for a walk, but I had to deal with my roommate obsession first. She needed to know that, she needed to relax on the whole flower power faze, before I went insane. But for some odd reason I could not bring myself to tell her. Instead I invited her along with me for my walk. She was delighted to come along ( Read more... )

Today was nice! I woke to some intense screaming and smells of fresh flowers! Sweet as a dream! This was an experience to die for! As I crawled out of bed I notices that my roommate was on the floor rolling in flower petals, she is not all up there I said to my self. What a whack job! I had to jump over her because she would not move out of my way ( Read more... )

It seemed like for ever to get back to my room and I hoped that horrible thing would be gone. I did not like what she did to me! When I finally got to the room I had com down a lot! Lynn was there on her bed crying, I think she was mad at me for breaking her mirrors! But, she has no clue of the kind of pain I go through when I see the girl in the ( Read more... )

I had a rued awaking today! I was in my room reading a book of lust. When the door was flung open and there in the door way was the most horrible site! A blond ditsy little thing who smiled as if there was a baby puppy in front of her! She also smelled of flowers. She walks in and over to me and say’s: Hello! My name is Lynn! What an appalling ( Read more... )

He came home today! Like I said he would. He came in an ambulance van. He was brought to his room in a wheelchair. He was all scratched up. He looked so depressed and not in touch with his self. He looked as if he needs a friend! So, I decided to go visited him. As I walked across the lawn to his room a feather fell from the sky. Where did it come ( Read more... )

I saw him to day! He was with her. They were by a tree on the south end of my room. She was talking to him. He was laughing and smiling a lot! I hated her and I need to show her that he was mine. As I was thinking of what I could do to be rid of her, my roommate came in. She just smiled, said hi and walked to her desk. Then, it came to me! I could ( Read more... )

Today, I saw him, but today was different. I was in the gym and I saw him. He was talking to a few awhile. Then, he looked right at me and smiled. As he got up; I thought he was coming to talk to me, but instead he walked right by me and to someone else. It was a girl! She was tall, like him. She had blond hair that hooked like sea waves. She had ( Read more... )

He came to me today. I was in my room and he knocked on the door. I was shocked, be on all words, that I shut the door in his face. I thought to myself. What was he doing here? What did he want? I picked my mess up and open the door. He was smiling and kind of giggling to him-self. He asked to come in; so I of course let him! He walked in and ( Read more... )

Today, he touched me! We where both outside and he came up behind me! He scared me, for I was alone and not many people talk or see me. He whipped me around with his strong hands. As he looked at for a moment, I could tell this was it. I was going to get some of him some how. He kissed my lips and I panic, for I was unsure of his intentions and if ( Read more... )