You know what?! I'm tired of going into stores and not being able to buy clothes at a resonable price cause they only have small sizes. All I want is a freaking jacket and I can't find one for under $50! Right now I'm just angry and stressed. Josh can be such an asshole sometimes. He doesn't understand what it's like to be fat and always have to ( Read more... )

Wasn't it Robert Frost that said "Nothing Gold can stay"? Well isnt' that the freaking truth. Just when you think everything is on the right track the dillusional fog clears and the hidden reality smacks you right in the face. I found out the hard way that there are a few blemishes on my credit report that shouldn't even be there. Why you ask ( Read more... )

This sucks ass. Josh is camping with the guys tonight and I thought it would be cool to have the house to myself but I can't freaking sleep and I'm tired and bored. This sucks. My msn free games web page is wicked slow and nothing will open so I can't even play a game. What the hell? I should go to bed but it's so empty in there. Blahhh

As much as I love my apartment, I hate my freaking neighborhood. I'm sick of all the crazy neighbors and the drug dealers. I can't even walk my dog in peace ( Read more... )

NEW YORK WAS AWSOME!

SHOOTING STUFF IS SO FUN!

i am so stressed right now it's not funny. it's all because of the dog. i just don't know what to do with her anymore. her behavior has always been horrible and very irratic but it's just gotten increasingly worse over the past few years. it was ok when it was just me but now josh lives with me and it's not fair that he has to put up with her ( Read more... )

i hate the last 1/2 hour of the work day. you just sit waiting to go home. it has been such a boring day. i just want to get out of here. this week is going to be long as hell. for anyone interested-exitzero is playing at the new wave on saturday night with no cover charge. just wanted to put that out there. i really should go. family duties and ( Read more... )

Been a boring day. I'm still tired from the weekend. Went to the festival and went shopping. Had cookouts both days. Now I'm beat. Yesterday's Red Sox game was sooooooo loooooong. 19 innings. It was freaking crazy. Finally chicago scored in the 19th to win the game. I think Boston just let them have it so they could all go home. I was tired just ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty ok. Much talk of the future and it's possibilities. It's exciting to sit with someone and plan a future together and agree on what you want to do together like how many kids you want to have and what kind of house you want ( Read more... )

Sitting at work waiting to go home. The last 15min of the day are always the worst. I had such an awsome weekend. Partied all day saturday. Went to see superman. Freaking awsome! Definately looking forward to tomorrow's festivities. Got a bucket-o-margarita with my name on it. Hopefully it won't rain. Been planning renovation ideas for my little ( Read more... )