really?! u want me to be excited for you that you are getting to spend your anniversary with your husband?! where the fuck was my husband on our anniversary? he was DOWNRANGE!!! get over yourself! seriously!

 I hate this!!! i'm ready for bret to be back. i'm ready to leave germany. i'm so freaking lonely and it sucks. no one gets it! i don't care what you say you don't get it!!!!!!!!! i'm tired of having to defend myself and my kid. it sucks. i'm so tired of everything. i want my friends hell i just want friends. is that so wrong? i'm sick of feeling ( Read more... )

so to anyone who missed the memo. i recently got married, like june 8th. i'm ecstatic!! it's awesome.. well except for the part where he is in germany without me right now. but soon enough i will be with him YAY!!!!!!!!!! so yea i'm going to germany. i've been living back in mobile since feb. working, hanging out and just trying to have fun. ( Read more... )

so..... haven't updated in a while. thought i should maybe for all those avid readers out there in cyberland. haha just kidding. so i'm getting married. in like a month. nuts i know but i'm happy. and isn't that all that matters. me and josh long over. i'm living back here in mobile. i'm so tired of hearing everyone bitch at me. i don't know what ( Read more... )

why can't people just stop thinking of only themselves for once??? i want to just have friends who don't mind being around each other but no!! i have to pick and choose yet again!!! same story different city!!! i'm so aggravated ( Read more... )

SCOTTY!!! THIS IS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!!! JUST LIKE I SAID I WOULD I TOLD YOU I'D DO IT SO DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME!!!!

i'm going to get my new tattoo today!!! freaking excited!!!!! can't wait!!!

i'm sick of the bullshit the fakeness that seems to surround people here in Orlando ( Read more... )

So, i've been here for almost a month and so far i'm having fun. but as of late i've been sick. i want to get better. me and josh are, well,.... me and josh. i don't know how to explain us. we are us. and me being sick hasn't helped things at all. i'm really tired right now. all i want to do is sleep and get better. i had to call out today and i ( Read more... )

i'm leaving tuscaloosa tomorrow!!!!!!! going to mobile til tuesday. i leave tuesday for orlando. then i'll be there until august. who's excited???? I AM!!!! i won't be on my computer for a few days. i'll get to check it possibly on tuesday but most likely not til wednesday. i start work on thursday and then i'll be really busy what with school work ( Read more... )