I'm just seeing a pattern of events. I know what's going to happen sooner or later. And it pisses me off. It shouldn't, but it just pisses me off. I want to laugh about it, and i suppose i kind of do. But i'm still fucking mad or something.

I feel, i just don't know how i feel right now. I want to talk to someone, but at the same time i kind of feel like i should just think things through myself. I'm finally starting to organize my feelings, not leave them a cluttered mess. It makes me feel better with things like that ( Read more... )

I cleaned my room last night. That was amazing.

I feel ok.

First this then that then that then this then this then that and this and that and this and that and that and this.

Hello this and that.

This is turning into something i can't handle...

I think i spend most of my time worrying about what others want and not what i want, and it's starting to upset me. As much as i care about other people and their feelings, i have to at least think about what i want once in awhile. I know i'll never make a decision that makes everyone happy no matter how hard i try, but not everyone can get their ( Read more... )

I'm having a really hard time coping with what happened yesterday. I feel so shitty about the whole thing. I feel like a complete ass. I can't believe i can be such an idiot.

Bottom line is that i'm an ungrateful little brat. I deserved what happened.

These past few days have been a blur. Things seem weird ( Read more... )

Can someone please explain things to me? I can never understand. Or maybe i choose not to.

You make me so upset and i don't know what to say to you.

Eh, someone call me. I feel like doing something, or something.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )