Im coming home tomorrow. Thank god. ANd for the record, SVU is the best show ever.

When will all of this bullshti be over. My fucking money got stolen from my wallet, corey is coming back after long weekend and the school isnt solving any issues. I jsut want this to be over, and for the record andrew and i are friends and thats all. im not daphne or ava trying to like hump him or something. eww thats jsut nasty. its andrew, hes a ( Read more... )

So luckily i will be going home in a few days and that should be enjoyable. I leave on the train on Saturday, and come back to school on TUesday, so not too bad. The school has put the room situation on hold which doesnt help because thats when she comes back. so basically its gonna be more drama all over again. fuck that shit. maybe i wont come ( Read more... )

She cant get over andrew if she has him all over her myspace and life. She has taken out all pictures of me from everything and personally i think its clear who she wants back in her life and who she doesnt. so fuck that. im not even gonna try anymore. CALVIN BRING IN LAW AND ORDER PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am helping him out with a girl. A different girl who isnt me, and i thought it was all over, but now im like oh wait, i really did get fucked over. He really doesnt want me, and never did. I guess its what they call jealousy, shes getting what i want and i what i wasnt able to have. But i am good friend and im helping him out. damn i am stupid. ( Read more... )

I wanted to know if he was sincere. I wanted to know if he had lied to me. And we got in a fight. its sos tupid i asked a simple question because i felt screwed over. I always feel screwed over. oh well. Teddy sat down wiht me today and started to ask about corey and if i didnt want to tlak about it because it hurt and he was like deep down inside ( Read more... )

I get to go home on Saturday. Only for a few days but still its home and i really could use some down time at home. I still havent received my stupid check yet, which makes me very angry. I want my money. School is lame, but tomorrow i am missing the morning of classes because I am going to Springfield Vermont to get my permit for vermont. And ( Read more... )

I know calvin will be reading this. and you missed all the drama. I did NOT hook up with dj aka cheese. I did in fact make out with alex the other day, which should be forgotten about by all. and calvin, everyone knows so you dont need to tell the whole world all over again.

I got in an extremely artsy mood today, although i am always artsy. It was a mixed feeling of anger and artsiness. I am creating a big ass piece for my AP art class, involving corey and my anger towards this whole situation. I feel the need to express myself via ripped up pictures, lyrics, paint, and hatred of stupid people. I love art, and music. ( Read more... )

She said she was going to the room at 3, meaning she doesnt want me there. i dont fucking think so. i will be there. i told her she was dead to me. and she is now. this shit needs to be done with, either she moves the fuck out of the dorm or i do. I have no problem leaving. it would be sick. but its done now. ms mac could care less. fuck this shit ( Read more... )