I dont want to get hurt again, i think it would be the end of me, but I feel myself falling for him. Hes older than me, but not really more mature, nor wiser. Hes a sweetheart and for once I have found someone who likes me the same way and amount that i like them, so it works out better. I wont see him for three weeks, and i am unsure of what ( Read more... )

So i always forget i have this thing, and then out of nowhere i remember. Ian got mad at me yesterday, becuase he found out i like another guy. We arent together and he got mad, hes being a aby, we havent been together for a long time now, and i finally found someone new that i like, and that likes me back. His name is mike, sweet guy, slight ( Read more... )

Two more weeks until the start of softball season, its going to be fucking awesome and i am really looking forward to that. Bruno is single and not old. SO thats a god thing as well. the other guy whos name i will not mention, i have found that he is an extremely angry person and has a very short temper, so i should probably work on that when i ( Read more... )

Today wasnt so bad, things are kinda looking up, i guess jsut a little. I like a new guy, and i think he likes me but im not sure, he sends lots of mixed messages. oh well maybe its cuz i dont knwo what i want. There is another guy who is a freestyle skier from Okemo, and he skis with us there. he is also going to okemo, and his name is Bruno. ( Read more... )

They are a pair not a threesome, but in response to that. I dont go out of my way to get in their business, I am asked to hang out, and I am asked to fix things. I have alwasy tried to be the good friend in all situations, and i have to say that i think i have done a pretty good job. But yesterday i finally realized i waste way to much time ( Read more... )

It only takes a split second to go from happy to sad. ha. tonight was s awesome until we got back to school, and then it sucked, and now my night sucks which means my week will suck. boys a re stupid i will never find the right one. And when i thought i did he didnt feel the same. so now he has a new one, and she seems to be the right one for him. ( Read more... )

Finally the weekened has arrived. Our one day weekend is everything. Tonight is bratt's semi formal, so there are supposed to be many after parties and i have yet to decide whether or not i will be attending. Bowling is also tonight which should be a blast, or it better be ( Read more... )

I am screwed. Corey and I used to keep our passports in an envelope with my birth certificate as well, and now the envelope is missing and my birth certificate is missing as well. I think Corey may have taken it by accident, or possibly thrown it away. I am dreading the thought of my mothers reaction. She will kill me if she finds out. Hopefully ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE! I LOVE YOU LIKE WHOA! AND YOU ARE FINALLY 18.......

It will never end. Im being caalled a drama queen. Im being told that im out to get Corey, and that I am also trying to ruin her life. Thats ridiculous. If anything I want my best friend back. But that will never happen. The stress is building up and all I want to do is cry. Its not escapable. I jsut want it to be over, but no one will etl it go. ( Read more... )