that is all...

to those that know her and didnt know, noel reiss (dance professor)passed away feb 7th. sadness. i am still as alive as i ever am... just hiding in the shadows waiting to come out. i miss everyone and everything and stuff. overall i am kind of just sad and i keep having panic attacks.so... yea... the end

when i grow up, i want to be

or something like it... i dont know... im here... working... going to school... doing the best i can... things are hectic and crazy and all that jazz... halloween is in 2(ish) days... and... im not stoked... which is weird... im always excited about dressing up and everything... and... i dont know... i dont know what wrong with me... i want to talk ( Read more... )

i am not dead... and i am very happy... things are going well for me and chris and everything... and all is well... i would write more... but i have been drinking and am a little tipsy... and not totally coherent... so... will post more later... just letting everyone know... i am alive and VERY well! :)

i dont really want to talk

but i still dont have time to update... but one coming soon!

*tease*

he wants to be friends... i can accept that... i am thrilled that chris wants to be friends (he means so much more to me than he realizes and if i completely lost him in my life i would whither away)... i think my biggest fear was of just losing him completely and having to live in the house with him locking himself in his half of the house and not ( Read more... )

( for those who REALLY want to know )

something... eh? lets see... things are happening... i dont like em... things arent happening... i dont like em either... i am stressed and annoied...

on the up side... i love my fiance... things get bumpy... but i absolutely adore chris... he makes me so incredibly happy...

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( mushy )