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im so fucked up right now ( Read more... ) -
today...
i feel like shit.this weather and the fact that i ate burger king for lunch are not helping at all ( Read more... ) -
fuck sleep
i dont feel good.i dont know what to feel..i feel like shit. -
Writer's Block: All-Nighter
it was a few months ago and i was reading the twilight series more speciafically breaking dawn! -
hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you
I feel like bc he has known her longer he has given her more chances and he has known me less so and he has given me less.its not fair..why the fuck does that cunt have that I don't?what the fuck?I do everything for him?I take care of him and what does she do.not a dam thing she gets pissed at him for letting me watch a movie online that they ( Read more... ) -
why?
Why does he want to leave me?why does he think im so stupid that I don't know?my hearts beatin so fast,I can't breathe,my palms are sweaty..what did I do that he doesn't want me anymore?why does he want to leave his son?what did we do to him?what's so special about her?what the FUCK does she have that I don't?I take care of him.I make sure he has ( Read more... ) -
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i dont think she realizes how much i need and love her and how it tears me up every minute to be so fucking far away....
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fuck.
i hate how when i have a bad feeling about something it is normally right?i know i still love him and i always will.and thats why it hurts so bad.im nosy.i mean duh how can i not be and low and behold he gets a letter from her today and it is an application for an apartment.of course and i mean i try and get him to admit it but he wont.why would he ( Read more... ) -
stop thinking
if if if...if alex leaves to move back in with keshia i think im going to shoot myself...so to whatever god is out there please...please dont let it happen
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today
today im okay..work sux but cest a vie...i have food in my fridge...diapers for kk(thanks ash)..maybe it wont be such bad week