Kitten I see that things are really very hard for you. Is it possible that one of the other moms from the Baby Blues group could pick you up and drop you off? It is just a thought.
As to everything else I know just how stressful life can be, and yours sounds like it is handing things to you in handfuls. Teenage girls are probably some of the hardest to handle as well and I am sorry that you are dealing with that right now. I honestly wish we could go back to some of the old ways of apprenticing and fostering our children to others, so they can learn other values and a good solid skill.
I am thinking of you and wish I had some way to help.
The group leader for the Baby blues is looking into it, but it is a small group so who knows. And really we think I have more Post tramatic Stress than post partum depression. Because what has continually gotten me upset, crying etc is when I try to deal with the birth itself. The needing a C section, the trama that Sonya went through and all that.
That and I feel very lonely and seperated from adults in general. I went from working full time (pretty much since I was 14 sometimes having 2 even 3 jobs) to now being a stay at home mom, with little to no transportation. It's a huge adjustment and I have quite come to terms with it all.
The teenager - well I talked to a few people and I guess it is normal to get into yelling matches with teenagers, even if I had raised her from little on up. So I guess I shouldn't feel too bad - it is just part of the age. (Even if I don't remember doing that kind of thing when I was younger.)
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As to everything else I know just how stressful life can be, and yours sounds like it is handing things to you in handfuls. Teenage girls are probably some of the hardest to handle as well and I am sorry that you are dealing with that right now. I honestly wish we could go back to some of the old ways of apprenticing and fostering our children to others, so they can learn other values and a good solid skill.
I am thinking of you and wish I had some way to help.
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That and I feel very lonely and seperated from adults in general. I went from working full time (pretty much since I was 14 sometimes having 2 even 3 jobs) to now being a stay at home mom, with little to no transportation. It's a huge adjustment and I have quite come to terms with it all.
The teenager - well I talked to a few people and I guess it is normal to get into yelling matches with teenagers, even if I had raised her from little on up. So I guess I shouldn't feel too bad - it is just part of the age. (Even if I don't remember doing that kind of thing when I was younger.)
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