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I am feeling depressed again.
Ok so I am having a rough night emotionally tonight - and it is over a kind gesture... sometime sweet. And somehow that good thing made me sad ... because I guess I don't feel I deserve it and then I go into that spiral of my baby girl deserves better than what I can give. Christmas is pretty much not happening at our house - With me not working ( Read more... ) -
Sonya's Half Birthday Celebration
Given Sonya's hard start with the apgar score of 1 and how much I was scared that she might now survive.... I am wanting to celebrate that she is turning 6 months - much healthier than we feared.
She is off her phenabarbital, and measuring on the high end of developement. and I want to celebrate all this.
So given how much you all have helped ( Read more... ) -
I just don't know what is going to happen.
This is not a post asking for sympathy, it is more of a place for me to organize my thoughts and try to figure things out ( Read more... ) -
Would there be an interest?
I am contemplating having a half birthday for Sonya - given that she had such a rough start (apgar score of 1 at birth) and the siezures and all that - with the medicine and me being clueless I am amazed we are almost at 6 months and I would like to celebrate - would anyone be interested? No presents are required (but we wouldn't say no to them, ( Read more... ) -
Need help
ok, so I need money - go figure - being a stay at home mom is not in anyway profitable ( Read more... ) -
Kitten being depressed again - prolly better to not read
I am feeling really down this week ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes I just want Sushi
Sometimes I want Sushi ( Read more... ) -
First the Good News
So, This past Thursday we took Sonya into her Neurologist appointment. And just a week ago she had another EEG done ( Read more... ) -
Video of Sonya
My first attempt at Uploading a video to Youtube to share...
I guess we will see if it works.
and if it doesn't - here is the URL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVJ2g9sMSPk
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