I had another dream last night. I was on a blue raft in the middle of the sea. I had a broken piece of my headboard with which to paddle and a small piece of purple fabric that I tied around my head. I found a harmonica under me and taught myself a little song, I still remember it. The sun was hot and I fell asleep while the waves rocked my little ( Read more... )

Okay, so the shitstorm has passed and I think I may be permanently scarred from it. I want so badly to stop waiting for the bottom to drop out. I've had an entire lifetime (well, 25 years of one) to figure out that this stuff comes in waves and it can't possibly be bad all the time. So why am I thinking that the rest of my life is doomed to push ( Read more... )

"Buildings and bridges ( Read more... )

Boy I tell ya, I must've done something really horrible to deserve all the shit that's happened to me lately. If you read the previous entry you know a bit of it, but it just keeps getting worse! (Insert overwhelmed giggle because taking myself seriously at this point would drive me right over a cliff ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing for a while, and it's not because I have nothing to say. It's because all the comments I have about my life lately are negative and self-deprecating and depressing and I don't want to think about any of it. But I can't stop thinking about it because, like it or not, I inhabit this body and the life it leads. I'm ( Read more... )

I met Tom Robbins last night ( Read more... )

The Surprising Lover
59% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 60% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:

You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from ( Read more... )

Modern, Cool Nerd
78 % Nerd, 52% Geek, 39% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better ( Read more... )

I wish that I had either a brain or a body...not both. It seems impossible that my body powers my brain because they are so often at odds with one another ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO PARIS!!!! Wait, I need just one more. I AM GOING TO PARIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe just once more, GOING TO PARIS! TO PARIS PARIS PARIS PARIS PARIS!!! Um, yay! PARIS! I swear I'm done now ( Read more... )