so i fear relationships
as long as it isnt called a relationship and there are no expectations im ok
but thats not a relationship

Peace corp anybody?

Im trying to figure out what i need for college. I would like to be able to know that i will have a dorm but i think i may have applied for that too late. >.soooooo ( Read more... )

my life...confuses me so much ( Read more... )

*dances* I just got an afi cd...yes my first one shut up. I realized today that nothing i do will ever be enough for my mother. And as depressing as that thought is, I'm ok with it. She is constantly searching for the new and the better. Like she is constantly looking to update her life and she expects me to keep up. I'm like that too, which may be ( Read more... )

Sleep is NOT healthy. I don't care what you say. ITS ALL LIES! LIES I SAY!!!
my dog is more of an insomniac than i am...what does this say? i hate journals.
idont know why im updating.

Rusty is awesome.
South Fork sucks
Austin Maier wants to do drugs with me
All the seniors are leaving
I won't be able to walk with my class
South Fork sucks
Mikhial filled out a survey proffessing his love
>.somebody ( Read more... )

i feel sick to my stomach ( Read more... )

So he called me and apologized for everything last night. It only made things worse though. It smashed any hopes I had had about us ever being together. It just makes me more confused and upset. I hate him and I hate him some more, but I can't stop thinking about him and I can't help forgiving him.

sooo...i officially have a bf...ironically his name is zack. you can call him zyhke...yea lol

i dunno if i <3 him...but hes really sweet and tells me he loves me... and yea..I obviously am not as obssesive as before ( Read more... )

so i am loving the control i have right now...I am sitting at the hotel and there is this lady who has some serious gaming/ gambling issues...she sits on the office comp at the hotel all night everynight...which is fine at home but, guess what...its not home and other ppl want to use the comp. So she gets up to get a glass of tea and i happen to ( Read more... )

so i am sitting at katrina's house because marissa is sick with her time of the month..as am i..:/ i miss rissy!!!! Any who I go to Seminole tomarrow bitches... see my BFFL Aushtin woooo. He wants to get me fucked up as usual...hahhahaa maybe I'll see allison and them folks...woot woot!!! meh...i am rather dismayed at the fact that certain boys ( Read more... )