you live and you learn, j.100 whoa got an A+ for my essay i guess iam smart but do i still have to study?

so love hates me, should i go and hang my self with my bed sheets, no. i rather rise than fade away ( Read more... )

she is scared to death her knees touching her chest lying half naked on her bathroom floor. the smell of shampoo radiates pass the cabnets and the stool. and her infinate sadness will never go away.

ive been working with this piece of #### and i can't get it rite. iam sick my throat hurts and it's all kevin's fault. so much pain. after class iam getting myself i a nice hot java. i also got soda on my pants what a bad day. ricky just wants food. bye

i atleast got a cig on monday which was aight. sexual fustration is geting to me. so i told sienna about it and she came over and we also hung out at my mom's i can't wait for the 18th and the 30th. chris might go and well about josh hmm he is long gone again he'll be back eventhough he said he wasn't. i got ed wood on dvd yesterday. gosh i guess i ( Read more... )

aviv came by and his bro is so hott ha ha ha. bri bri knows him she took me out of class just so i can meet him, wayne was mad. i then had to go to the lab. that was my day. the highlight is that jordan wasn't lying for the frist time and cheyne was going crazy cuz thea broke up with him. then he took my radiohead cdee and was repeating creep over ( Read more... )

what's rite i do not know wierd dreams are indelible. i sat here and did nothing i study for 5 hours last night. the tazo really didnt kick in until 10:00 and i couldn't sleep. wich was really ironic now i know what really goes on at night. 94.9 sonic chill till 3am.

combustication(i think that's how you spell it )sounds good
sienna won't leave me alone then jordans lying again but don't wanna say anything not a brite idea i guess i have no more cigs left. getting cold all of a sudden darko days

i just saying fresh is always good
starting by next month iam leaving this lj username and starting a new one so if you are added by someone you don't know it might be me

spending a night at josh's. no we are not going to do it . i think, i might just do a g.i.o.
riding a car windows down, watching him make a beat on the dashboard.