so i decided to post something real. and this is the only chance i got. i iam been feeling introspective lately than ever before. jerrys love haunts me and all i can do is cry about it. but i found some one, name is cheyne and he is a great guy and all. but the big shitty problem is he is taken ouch. lucky bitch.

i don't want to talk about what's back there. pierce is okay i guess alot of guys. and girls iam getting out soon i'll be okay on my own. can't wait to see death by stereo and a.f.i.. thursday 30th got the tickets

i fianally got over my fears and faced my problems with an open mind. Anthony is suppose to mail me back, pretty kool to talk to. i guess i would consider him my friend. now that everything is all done with jerry. i need my friends more than ever, and Anthony is really giving me this support,and so is jenny and roxy. my family is getting better by ( Read more... )

i might say it was good for a moment but now it's gone. i can't stare no longer. sun beams tear my heart out. reality becomes so real. i shall stay for a while but not for long i should say. i'll kiss the wind and i'll give you a wave. stare away and bare the pain.
till the sun sets
and the moon glows
you will remain

i'll up date this later
like next month
j/k and f.y.i
josh and i are not going out just were recently fucking around

so yenz is scaring jen by telling her that he is doing witch craft on her or some kinda voodoo beats the shit out of me. she's been asking for a rosarrie
ciao
love me

real fun day yesterday ( Read more... )

so yeah i didnt get my muscle relaxantadn and i need it
it was like an episode of basket case ouch i couldnt help it but yeah. i do have to say josh looks fine in between my legs. mmm his blue eyes all up in my vulva. well i guess that's it and yes i did get laid
ciao
xoxo

add me and i'll add you back
latez

iam looking in and all you can do is look out, i cant hear you calling to me ( Read more... )