Your Life Path Number is 4
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*Sigh* nothing better on the medical front except that they think I have a couple of things... this really sucks. I guess that I'll just have to keep on fighting. *sigh* I shall never get tired. never... never.... never...ne...v...er.
I am emo latly, so please understand and take the time to care.

ok well... eat my shorts... yea. I mean it.

It's amazing what I will do latly to feel normal... All I ask is that you guys. My friends keep on keeping on... and even if I seem retarded or emo, gimmie a hug and make me feel all better. *sigh* I want to find out whats wrong with me and I am frustrated all the time by doctors who don't know shit. WE've all been there.

COME TO MY PARTY!!!

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Hi everyone! I am doing a little better and I feel like the chaos of my mind has at least stopped for the holidays... How polite...

So anywho, I miss my friends really bad. I know that I have been there physically but not mentaly... lol. heres your chance to stump me! lol.

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Yup, thats it... SHIT! I want to scream it just cause it makes me feel better... Lol. Most of you know about my wierd body shit... so understand at least a little... now just when my mom and I and starting to be cool again she realizes that "O MY F@&*&# GOD! My little girl is growing up and I'm not ready for it!!!" *sigh* I guess she's allowed but ( Read more... )

To build a casket for my tears. To hurt me on purpose...

I open up and you shut me down...

You finally peek inside and I know you see the monster...

I cry...

I don't want to be here anymore...

no longer here...

no more there...

So build a casket for my tears, while I hide myself away from here...

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I really want to apologize to everyone.

I am so sorry. There really is no excuse for my behaviour except to say that I am going through a lot right now. I am sick all the time, Doctors can't figure out whats going on and well... I am scared. They think I have a hormone problem. If I do... Well I just want so say that although it would be horrible ( Read more... )