This is the only place I can really post without people getting so pissed at me. So yeah, my ex killed himself Saturday morning and all, but people expect me to mope around and not go forward in my life. Well I am dating again, yeah, soon I know, but people told me to do whatever keeps me happy and he's doing that and keeping shit off my mind. I ( Read more... )

Just need to get things off my chest. Don't really care if anyone reads this or not either. My depression is really starting to get to me and listening to the music that brings me back to the days where I didn't have to worry about anything isn't helping like it normally does. Being in this house isn't helping either. There is way too much drama. ( Read more... )

Ok so this is how it is. Lately my boyfriend and I have been arguing like non-stop and shit. And well I'm actually trying to move to Madison and he doesn't know that yet. My situation is kind of complicated right now. Ok, there is this guy in Madison who I am trying to develop a serious relationship with, but the thing is that he's on probation and ( Read more... )

Well I'm 37 weeks prego now..Wow. Only 3 weeks to go...And it's a boy!!!! I'm happy ;cause I got my boy. Lol. Well my b/f and I didn't get kicked out. His dad kinda realized that he would of been screwed if he kicked us out. And I guess he's letting us stay as long as we need to which is awesome. But my b/f and I have now been together for like 6 1 ( Read more... )

So my b/f and I pretty much got nowhere to live at the end of the month. This sucks. I mean at the beginning of the month my b/f's dad told me I had to be out by then end of this month 'cause apparently I don't do any work around the house just 'cause one day he was outside doing shit and didn't even ask for help. Just assumed that my b/f and I ( Read more... )

I need other things to get off my chest too. One of my ex's who I feel I still love, wants me back, but I'm with Paul. I love Paul dearly but from what I wrote my previous entry I still don't know what to think about all that. My ex is pretty much trying to tell me to chose and I really can't. They both make me feel the same way, but I wanna stay ( Read more... )

I can't thing straight anymore. People keep telling me all these things like my b/f is cheating or is gonna cheat on me. I don't want to believe any of them. But I was on this one site him and I are both on and some of the comments he left on other female's pics. He says there's no chance of him ever meeting any of these chicks and it's just ( Read more... )

Well today is Mother's Day and randomly Morgan's father called me to tell me he's sorry for all the shit he put on me and thanked me for all I've been doing for our kid. And of course he wished me a Happy Mother's Day. He told me he's got a place to live but won't be able to get all his stuff moved there until the first. He told me where his new ( Read more... )

I'm sorry dad, I know you're going to read this, but I have some anger to let out ( Read more... )

Well all my lovely readers are probably waiting for me to go on another rant, so here goes. Of course Dave didn't take Morgan like he should of. Instead I was getting prank phone calls from him and his g/f. When I tried confronting him, he said he had no idea about it, but his g/f had no problem to admitting to it. I told both of them that he's not ( Read more... )