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I love you! <3

i've been spoiled for so long that i've never had a chance to grow up. and now that i have to, everything is coming at me so fast. i was spoiled to a point where people would baby me. everyone took my needs in for itself. it made me not capable of doing things on my own. never had a chance to grow up in life or take a stand at my own things. ( Read more... )

Even though you have been lost I've come to find you
Even though you chose to leave and go your way
You thought you'd find more than what I could give you
So I let you go, still I want you to know
I've seen you struggle, I've seen you crying
Seen you do those things you swore you'd never do
Your guilty soul has got you slowly dying ( Read more... )

I leaned back upon my faith, but it wasn't strong enough. I leaned further and you embraced me because you are.You know what's funny? When I hear about someone hurting or struggling, I can't help but hurt too.. even if I don't know them. I don't know why. Maybe because I just simply care? Haha, who knows. My heart just goes out to them and I ( Read more... )

I think one of the most strongest feeling we have is jealousy. I mean, shoot. Even God is a jealous God. It's true. "...You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God..." Exodus 20:5. Yes. It's just a natural instinct [I guess]. It's overwhelming. First, we start pointing out the littlest flaws of ( Read more... )

don't bother reading this if you could careless about religion ( Read more... )

i need a job. do any of you know if anyone's hiring? i could work at li'ke li'ke, but i really don't want to work with food. plus sarah doesn't work there anymore, so it wouldn't be as fun. ;T i want to work at the mall or something. i tried looking today, but i failed. any suggestions?

oh man.. i'm too ashammed to tell you the artist.. hahhah. yes, i am so emo right now. hHAHAHA NOT. you probably know who it is anyway... hahaha.. but they did get better.. really. hehe ( Read more... )

I am not you.
I hurt when I hurt others.
I love because it conquers all.
I hate the way i am.
I fear God.
I forgot how to not care about what other people think.
I remember more of the bad than the good.
I imagine what it will be like after high school.
I turn hope into prayer.
I crave something sweet.
I regret too much.
I care for you.
I always ( Read more... )

question of the daywhat came first: the chicken or the egg ( Read more... )