Sitting here.. again.. realizing all the things I miss ( Read more... )

I am totally listenign to Mest right now.. and yeah.. it makes me want to go on a long road trip with a bunch of friends.. sleep under the stars.. and just be kids.. one last time.. that will basically be this summer.. I will be a kid.. one last time ( Read more... )

...I feel like something really bad is going to happen... and it scares me... i pray i dont loose him...

I really really really miss my Adam.. and I am not sure why... like I kinda know.. but yea ( Read more... )

I really really really miss my Adam.. and I am not sure why... like I kinda know.. but yea ( Read more... )

So yup, I'm home.. finally.. and I am totally and utterly EXHAUSTED! Yeah, it's been a wicked long day.. and a HELLA lot of stuff has happened.. so yeah.. I am beyond ready for a mantal health day and a really long nap... I had to learn all of the ending show work.. yup.. its a lot or repeating the same things over and over.. lol. Oh, well.. its ( Read more... )

The realization that I am growing up totally just hit me.. I mean hell.. I never used to think abotu some of the shit I think about now.. never would have dreamed I wowuld go out every night.. sneak out rather.. or party every weekend like all weekend.. never thought I would actually end up in a relationship that would mean more than...well.. ( Read more... )

This is my little post dedicated to a dear friend of mine.. I knwo over the years we have grown apart.. and yeah we never really get to see each other.. I love her dearly and miss her bunches.. everytime I step out on that practice field I think of her and the others.. everytime I am in that band room I remember all the good times.. all the tears ( Read more... )

So yup.. my last post was rather a not so happy one ^.^ and you knwo what? I just dont care about anythnig that was gonig on anymore.. as a matter of fact I dont care about much anymore ^.^ my friends, family, marching band, and boyfriend.. thats about it.. sadly i dunno who is my friend anymore and who hates me, who is honest and who is two faced ( Read more... )

fuck you all.