I'm at the Listening Ear... so I'm going to update. Cuz that's the only time I ever seen to do so ( Read more... )

OKay, I'm annoyed with a certain LJ user. For anyone that reads this persons journal, and now has false impressions of me- I am not depressed, and I haven't drank in a really long time. The person who has typed things leading others to this impression doesn't talk to me and has no idea about anything going on in my life. They seem to be a little ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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The creepiest thing about this is how much their definition of borderline describes me...

I just wish everyone was happy. If I could be miserable for everyone, I'd do it. And I honestly mean that one. I've thought about stuff before... like one time I thought "If I could give up my own salvation for everyone else's, would I?" and honestly, I'm just not that generous. Sorry guys... But really, if I could give up my happiness for ( Read more... )

Today was really fun ( Read more... )

Blah.

Life's confusing.

'tis good in it's own special way though.

A few people that I am trully thankful for ( Read more... )

This is why I hate live journal. I hate getting interpreted ( Read more... )

Maybe God has been showing me, and I'm just not listening.

Maybe I lied to Jon*Jon when he asked me if I'd let go if I was told to. I didn't mean to... I didn't know. But I think I did.

Well, unless I see something contradicting how I'm feeling right now really soon.... I'm letting go.

I hate how no matter how much good stuff is in my life, I'm never satisfied ( Read more... )