Just got back from my regular Friday therapy session. "Take your meds, go to therapy", that's the mantra for bipolar 'recovery' (whatever that means). I don't have anything to recover to. It's not like i had a job and could recover to go back to work, or something. recover to what? I increased my Wellbutrin from 300mg to 450mg starting ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to an Aspergers Syndrome support group. Yes I am on the spectrum and am an Aspie. A most interesting meeting. We met in a grandmothers home who has a daughter, and grandchild with Aspergers. We enjoyed a very interesting conversation about the idiosynchrisies of those afflicted with this neurological disorder. I left feeling ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning in a childish mood. I am often plagued by thoughts of being rejected by my peers and the Universe. This morning these thoughts tried to be out of control. I would not let them, reminding myself "this is just a biological manifestation of a brain disorder, that's all. These thoughts aren't true the Universe has not permanently ( Read more... )