*goes to fetch another coffee* mmmmmmmmmm...yeah....and.........


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so.... was sick... yeah, actually am still sick.... love that feverish feeling... cold and hot at the same time... and hallucinations too... cannot sleep... too weak to get up... too tired to lie down.... *snarls* let's face it... just terribly cranky... and grumpy... it's that feeling of uselessness that makes me this way... if i'm good for ( Read more... )

i think the person for whom it is will know... love you.... wish i could express myself better... but then i hope you know the gratitude thet dwells here... and the depth of cat-friend's affection... *hug ( Read more... )

just popping in to leave another test result... and i'm gone back to work... argh...


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seems like i fell into a quizzy fever... every way of wasting time is preferrable to doing something useful probably... especially if you have no knife pressed to your throat... mmmmmmmmm... i mean the fact there is no knife usually means the day is boring and grey... *makes a list of all sharp objects around* well, still no company... and it's ( Read more... )

finally the day draws to an end... tho still long way for me... a while to relax now... and fuck the ticking and the clocks and everything else... i need a holiday from the world... and from myself... and i want a cat... and i want some snow to accompany this dead cold... and... and... oh damn.. this while is just too short to waste it for the ( Read more... )

it's already freezing cold in this damn country... and it was summer just some days ago... i think we're losing our beautiful fall... we have winter already... *shivers* i'd rather lose summer altogether and be left with fall and winter only... as is easy to figure spring is not necessary if there's no summer... or just very short spring... *shakes ( Read more... )

it needs 3 cigarettes to create and modify a place like this... everyday learning something new... a new home for the cat... a new haven... a place of safety... a place of silence maybe... just a place anyway... and a bit of space is what every cat needs... we are territorial i hear... so this will be a corner to curl up for some time... find ( Read more... )