thanks for the welcome... never expected anyone would remember me... seems not everyone is as bad in this world:) on my part i'm sorry for disappearing for some time... well, people who know me know that this is what i do when i feel down... i disappear for some months to recharge my batteries... and then come back when i'm ready to face the world ( Read more... )

someone made me remember about this place recently... for better or for worse... a lot of memories connected with this place... the good turned to bad apparently... turns out all the promises and declarations of friendship are useless... worthless... everything broken like a fragile glass that someone dropped on the tiled floor... the pieces lying ( Read more... )

KABOOM! :P

after more than one year of silence someone has suddenly reappeared... we broke up... well, ok... i broke up with him... some 4-5 years ago... seems like ages... i hurt him terribly back then... tho i had no choice... i thought he would never speak to me again... although i wanted him as a friend so much... we had short period of contact a year ago ( Read more... )

again about a month of a break.... the beginning of the year has passed... and let's be glad it did... the worst beginning of the year i've ever had... and not like anything seems to be getting better as yet... most of my friends (people i considered friends) betrayed me one way or other... or left me in the worst hour... typical... friends in need ( Read more... )

long time no see again.... but i'm around and alive... and awake even (strangely enough) was playing around with bits and pieces of my poetry...
if you wish to see you can visit my little corner on the web...

dev's weird and weirder poemsexcept that i bless the winter/xmas break with all my powers... holidays at last... *grins and ( Read more... )

*sighs* i'm still around... yes... more or less... mostly less recently... but hanging onto reality as much as i can... though it seems more and more like a dream everyday...a bad dream now and a good dream ahead ( Read more... )

own words often seem so trivial and banal... to the point of wanting to burn and destroy them the moment they appear on the paper/screen.. how is it other people manage to express everything so much better? beauty and depth belong somewhere else... but one might always steal it... and the song which will always be associated with only one person ( Read more... )

an email from a long lost friend brought tears of happiness into my eyes... it's incredible how sometimes you lose someone among the superficiality and shallowness of everyday things... among the draining relations with people that you don't want, people that you don't care about, people that just drain you without mercy... burying their claws and ( Read more... )

another straining day at university... from early morning... though i admit some of our teachers are crazy... ( and very much so )